You might simply be tired

A person who has been carrying a great deal for a long time will eventually report a loss of desire. No strong preferences. No pull toward anything. A flat, grey competence.

This is frequently diagnosed as a crisis of meaning. Sometimes it is. Very often it is depletion, and depletion is not a philosophical condition.

Wanting requires surplus

Desire needs a small amount of spare capacity. When everything is being spent on getting through, the part of you that reaches for things goes quiet — sensibly, to conserve.

Which means major life decisions taken from inside exhaustion are unreliable. Everything looks like too much, because everything is currently too much.

Rest first, then ask again

Not a weekend. Long enough that a Tuesday feels different. Then see whether the wanting comes back. Frequently it does, in small forms first — curiosity about something useless, an appetite for a conversation.

And if you have genuinely rested and still want nothing, that is real information, and a different conversation. But do not skip the boring explanation to get to the profound one.